Purpose? Passion? I just want to live!

...I may never be on the "successful under 'whatever'" list... ...- you know fresh out of school so I wanted to put my degree to work. I honestly don't know how that dream died šŸ¤”... ...You don't die by choking on air - success...

Purpose?

"You attach your job to your life, it’s supposed to give you life, give you purpose but then it doesn’t... ... But then, what do I know about life? NOTHING!...

“Not yet….a while longer”

...You may also engage in reality- turning-dream exercises and yes, I just made that up #Can’tDeal šŸ™…...mean fake a pregnancy then just beg/borrow/steal a baby. The analogy is a little extreme but you get my point...

Read Books? This way šŸ˜Š

... I promise you, you have never read a piece about guns, pain, blood and death that was beautifully written. I mean it was like listening to Beethoven’s moonlight sonata...I’m going to quote from the chapter ā€œHitler’s Lairā€ ...

Friend

Who really is a friend? I ask What is a friend? I ask The question I fear most is, "Do I have one? You may think that the better question would be, "Am I a friend?" But that I already know, I am a friend. "How do you know this?" You ask. I am loyal, …

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...The front door is open so I just walk in, ā€œHello, is anybody here?ā€... ā€œHow can she say that story with so much composure and totally devoid of emotion?ā€.

Waterfall

...just looked out the window and started to play the ā€œcar tagā€ game. "Sometimes, a hug is all you need" and she was totally right. I just needed to cry. I didn't need any words of hope or faith or assurance. I just wanted to be allowed to feel the pain and just let it out...